Im doin' my 1st night tonight. Eager, but not so. Im spending my 1st seconds of 2009, in the hospital. When otrs are out there counting down. There's a countdown at khatib, Nanaz invited me. But I can't go :( With this fun I'm gonna miss out. I shall follow suit what thuzar has planned for herself. To bring ourselves abit of fun. Wake all the patients up at 12mn. And wish everyone of them Happy new year.
And I too decided that, when I go for break. - in the tearoom. Wait, before I even say what Im gonna say. I can already imagine the smug on izyan's face, holdin' back her laugh. Then I wondered if Fiq done night or not. If yes, how did he survive? or struggle through? OH well. - I shall switch on the lights. No matter otrs need to sleep or not. I shall bring sandwiches as an excuse - I need to eat, I can't eat in the dark. Then I shall READ. With a book ard, and the Edward in it. I have nothing to fear. I will go drown in the fantasy, and fear will crease to nothing.
Decided.
HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE!! & NR0630 especially. Those monkeys I so definitely missed, missin' and misses.
-regina :)
2:32:00 PM, our Y grow
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
She was really good at offending ppl, I think. The Dr. was askin' nicely where to get the vitals and the "in out". I was back from 2 days off. Vitals i wasn't sure, all i knew was - it's in the system. How to check, was a huge question mark for me too. And "in out".. for a second, I wasn't catchin' wad it was. I meant, I/O chart.
The minute I registered what it was. Before I could even answer him. She barked at me from over 131's bedside, with her impolite stare. "Serve your medicine, if there's any error whose fault isit?!" I rolled my eye slightly, away from her. The Dr. had seen me doing it, and he did the same. I grinned.
He walked over to her. He started the question politely. "Sorry, but where do I get the I/O chart?" Nice and very polite of a Dr. to do that. Some could just demand "Where's the I/O?!" But her reply was rude. "Can u wait or not? Can't you see i'm givin' antibiotics?!" She glared at him. He decided that was it. He turned away from her. I could hear him mumble "STUPID" under his breath.
Why can't she be nicer to people?, I thought. That was her. I was gettin' used to it. Since the 3rd week, though I'm still frightened of her. Thought of being in the same team as her still makes me lose sleep. But as the staffs told me - Nobody in this ward really bothers abt her. She's like that.
Haha. dat could prolly come from a deprived childhood.
I met up with Yeling and Alfonso aft gg hm to change, aft work. We ate LJS. Chit chat and stuffs.
Me and alfonso was supposed to watch Twilight. But the only show available was at 2130hrs. It was only 1915hrs then.. Dat would be too late cos alphi had work the next day. Such a disappointment.
We went to under Yeling's block to hang out. Aft me and yeling finished our Mac Ice Cream cone. Yeling was about to go up. We were idling for a while more...
I saw a figure, quite familiar. "OH-MY-GOD" came out naturally from me, as I turned away to the otr side. I just saw V, with his friends - just a few metres away. My exclaimation was loud enuff for them to turn. He prolly saw me. Cos once they were along the road, a few of them turned again. I saw B there too.
I wasn't afraid of him. Or them. I was only afraid of... not knowing how to react, there. Not that im not over him. But, the awkwardness was there. Especially when B was there, he would make things worst. As he usually does, I thought.
I suddenly thought this wont be such a safe place for me to hang out anymore. How sickening! If we never loved, I wouldnt have to worry this much. But I din regret lovin' either. Contradicting! YUCKS.
- regina : Edward so rocks. Cullen so hot. Erica and thuzar will definitely agree :P
