it's not that i dun bother. i can't. and i shdn't interfere. if i poke my nose a lil' too deep in. things may get worst. misunderstandings may occur. i dun wan to be thought of as taking sides or even stopping or influencing wadever decision u r gona make. i talk, cos u asked. when it's time for me to shut up. i will. and i feel. so not needed anymore. maybe becos i'm so used to being leaned on. that when u start to handle things on ur own. i feel funny. u grew up. u're not the lil' girl anymore. and i'm glad. but still. i worry alot. but cant do anything. i go to slp worrying, and wake up with the same thing in mind. call me dumb. but this is me. in my super messed up mind. i still care. mummy loves u. .:Regina:.
